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If you go. If you leave. Nareul tarmagago

2011-04-08T06:05:00.000-07:00

When it seems like my dreams are so far.

KEY <3 ^_^

i want learn arts badly! :( haiz education life sucks. gonna get over this stress year soon!

always aim for the highest

2011-04-02T22:03:00.000-07:00

back to blogging! hmmm. didnt blog for very long because was lazy and i seldom use computer already.

and yea! had changed my blog songs to all korean now :/ ^_^ i'm getting more crazy about kpop people ever since i watched dream high :O i want go seoul soon lah! cant wait! heheh and also i want learn dancing too but must wait till next year because this year very busy and no time! :(

suddenly i feet like a useless person and very regreted because i have no talent! from young till now. whatever i do i give up easily. like ballet, piano and guitar.. i was given the opportunity to learn so many things but i choose not to. it was when i grow up and start to think back then i realised how dumb i was in the past :( so to people who were still young! i hope they will learn whatever they can when young. dont later regreted like me in future! goodluck! :)
now my first priority is studies! the only thing i can aim for the highest! although its very difficult :( jiayous to myself!!

holidays

2011-03-19T07:06:00.000-07:00

School is starting soon and i had not really study :O haiz felt so guilty :$ but good news i had packed my study table to early morning before sleeping to prepare myself for sch. My table had been messy since last year during N level period :/ thank god i finally have the time to pack. these shows how lazy and busy i am uh. :/ but i hope to change my habit in term 2. Jiayous to myself! Hehs
Ok today i went to teens xcite. I kinda love the youth service more than the adult service. :))

Friday 18mar:
i meet alicia sist for dinner. It was very last min we meet. Haha but in the end i ate my dinner before meeting her as my mother bought dinner for me without knowing i'm going out. So i accompany her eat. and ya some dunmanites ppl we saw at cs came eat together with us too. :)

Wednesday 16mar:
Went to school for my fnn coursework despite being sick as i'm very lag behind. But it became worse so went off early to polyclinic. It been years since i went to visit a doctor ._. After that went home sleep for about 14 hours till the following day. Haha. When i'm awake, fever was gone ^^

Tuesday 15mar:
Went to bedok point. Ate in a japanese restaurant and kbox after that. Its been long since i kbox. After that went to tuition

Monday 14mar:
Braces appointment and meet wendy and shanice bby after that.

ohhh...eyyy... ohhhh

2011-02-23T03:03:00.000-08:00

unglam!! :/

i hate my pimples! hope it will gone soon. this few days keep pin up fringe to keep dirts off my face. so irritating and ugly. anw did facial on tuesday..spent money again-.-

btw this saturday my school will be having care and share day. and i will be doing car wash from 11am-1pm. so late la. my morning slot all taken by other peoples. maybe will be having class outing after that.. byes

i trying hard to control my feelings..

but somehow the thought of him keep coming to my mind :(

joelle and mingchun wedding

2011-02-19T20:14:00.000-08:00

(more pictures on others dslr which idk when will i receive)
slept for 3hours ytd. was a tiring day but fun and happy for joelle and mingchun :) haha later 7pm going suntec for wedding dinner ^^

Nobody can go back and start a new beginning, but anyone can start today and make a new ending.

2011-02-16T03:15:00.000-08:00

dear god.
i want to be a happy and cheerful girl forever. no matter what happens. will still be smiling always. no sadness, sorrows, hurts, pains and anger in my life again. amen!

it been so long since i blogged. vanessa was a lazy girl yea :/ hmm this few weeks. many things happen. either good or bad...but i'm still smiling now. am living my life normally..i feel so bliss xD
about studies, i'm still slacking :( seriously need the motivation right now :@ argh!

about my birthday this year. its the best throughout my whole life ;) the bbq was great! i want to thanks all the people for coming, and also those who gave me present. love all of them much ^^

today after school. shanice and i had poa consultation with with miss toh. finally i learn some poa topics for this year la. haha after consultation, we had a great time chatting with toh! after, went to tmart to eat butter pork rib rice. shanice eat until show the want vomit expression! haha too much butter i guess. lol

this year resolution:
get at least 15 points below for O
become more matured and pretty.
save more money
lose weight
happy everytime

P.S: i miss playing pool, singing and working during the holidays! haiz time flies so fast :(

Dj got us falling in love.

2011-01-14T06:46:00.000-08:00

Blogging time!! school boring ttm la. i'm always so lazy to do homework and study. how to pass O!! :'( seriously i need to motivate myself to study consistently manzxc.

celebrated samuel's 18th birthday..
& next is my 17th birthday la^^ going belated bbq on 21jan. awww i'm so excited! ^_^

last few days of 2010..

2010-12-30T09:42:00.000-08:00

29dec:
meet javier at 3pm. went to city hall yoshinoya to had our lunch! beef rice ^^ after eating. went to tiong bahru to watch hello stranger at 7pm. before movie starts. went to walk around the mall to buy snacks and water.. movie started. it was dam funny and somehow sad. was laughing all the way la. haha. after movie trained back to tamp. and bus to jav house wait him change clothes. after that went to had our supper at 201. beef steak! ^^ after eating. jav walked me home. thanks :))

30dec:
went to cs watch little fockers today, watched 9.15pm show. before that, had cheese and plain prata for dinner ^^ and shop at topshop without buying anything.
movie started,
somehow i dont understand what they talking plus it was chinese sub :O after movie. went alicia and i went to safra meet jeff, clarence, daniel and more..... to pool. play till 12.30am and went off to catch my last bus. lucky still have bus ah!

tmr will be the last day of 2010 man and i will countdown with my daddy! this year was fast. hope next year past very fast too =) i want go poly soon ahh!!

during the holidays

2010-12-26T20:47:00.000-08:00

Hi i am back to blogging :D

working from 25oct-24dec last day of work. went to eat cafe cartel with coliques :D received many christmas gifts and farewell gifts from them. ^_^

24-25dec:
countdown and surprise evelyn sist birthday at 800 plus, reach home 3plus.
morning had church christmas event, was sleeping all the way :/ after service, bought a new slippers at the metro sales in expo. eveninig, went to meet sam, jj, eve and train down to cinileisure to watch guiliver travels at 9.40pm. walk around orchard and play jubeat before movie starts.. it was a nice movie. :) after movie. took 518 homed.

26dec:
celebrated alicia's birthday in seoul garden. spent 30.60 for it-.- i swear i next year wont go seoul anymore. this year i had been there 4 or 5 times alr-.- after eating, went to sunplaza to cut cake. some kind ppl bbqing give us their paper plates and forks. :D After that all of them went home while alicia and i went to find samuel the group. went to cs jubeat with javier, soon evelyn came. jubeat with her too. :) after that went to tm buy alicia's cake. lol. soon i went home early. and the rest pei alicia countdown her birthday.

27dec:
meet sam the group at tm texas chicken at 3pm, wait for everyone to reach. trained and bused down to kallang leisure for ice skating. before that went to bowling :) after skating, went to pastamania for supper. then bused home :)